Haven been updating my blog for some time le. Shall update today.

Walao eh! Late again today! Wtf! Got traffic jam at CTE because of an accident. Then ended up late for school! The bus i take allows me to reach school at abt 8am leh! But due to the stupid fucking traffic jam, I reach school at abt 8:40am leh! Fcuk la!

Previous time late, which is the first time that i'm late is because of the heavy rain. Also not our fault! It's the nature! We took the early bus but still late! So unfair!:<

Dun know why feeling very pissed off these few days. Received letter from RP due to absence from school for 2 days. Knn! 2 days only jiu send letter! So unfair lo! ARGH!!! Angry Die Me ar!!!

♥ 9:24 AM

Updates!
Wonder wat's wrong with me these few days..
Character getting rougher. Is it because of lack of sleep? Caused by problems at home?
Dun know why i feel that my mother and I cant get along well like we do in the past.
She have been finding faults from me. Got fault, no fault = got fault.
My mother and bro went to my auntie's place yst. Wasnt at home. Had a heart-to-heart chat with my father yst. We were like complaining abt my mother's doing. &I just realised something which my father told me.
My father and I had a similar character that the more we talk abt a topic which will piss us off, the more we will get angry. Even if it's a little matter, our anger will still increase and there comes conflict/trouble.

Wasnt happy these few days. Gloomy days.
I'm someone who will just speak wat's on my mind. &Unable to do things differently in front of a particular person. Good that i'm not inherited.
BUT! It's also something not good. Cos it will cause even more trouble. I can also be very direct when i talk to someone. Especially when i'm pissed off. But i will still control it la.. Knowing wat can be said and wat cannot. But words that cant be said will also come out at times. Hehe!xP
So it's better not to pissed me off.
Haven patch up with my mother. Cold war.

Why does god have to take aways something from us when they gives us something we want?
Or is it that they did not take it away. &I'm the one pushing it away?
To be or not to be, it's a question!

♥ 4:16 PM

Blog Updates!

After 3Months and 20Days, i just realised that he had left me a walkman which i needed. I really missed him lotssss! There's something i did which made me regret and it's 1week before he says goodbye to me. I didnt even have the chance to say sorry to him. I couls only pray to him and say it in my heart. I thought that we are not too close after i grow up hence i will get over it quickly. But, i realised that i'm wrong. Up till now, I will still shed tears when i see his photo or belongings. Many incidents had been recalled and this is when I know how deep our relationship is.

I still remember when i was in primary school, I had Harmonica performance and i asked him to come and watch me perform. He was late. But it's okay. Afterall, he did at least come and watch a bit. Was damn happy. After that he held onto my small hand and brought me back to his place. The feeling of a big hand wrapping a small hand can only use one word to descibe. Warmth.
He would also always joke with me of wanting to change handphone with him when i had a new one. I really miss those times. Those are beautiful memories. But sad to say that i do not have a photo which i took with him!:(

My tears are still not listening to me. They are still struggling at the back of my eye ball. I did not tell anyone wat did i do which made me regret. There are really things making me regret. It's almost a year since my grandmother left me. I felt bad that i did not listen to her and threw my temper at her when i was in primary school. Both of them dote on me a lot.

Hope that they are living well in the neither world. Pray hard for them. Lovessss &Missesss for them!♥♥♥

♥ 10:44 AM

Updates!
Time passed quite fast for these few weeks. It's already been a month since I joined W46L.
Didnt notice that UT1 is starting soon! Should start to do my revision. BUT! I've not download my 6pssssss! Haha.

Having lesson in class now. New Media Communications.
Done quite a lot of codings today. *Faint*

Thanks to Weisiang, Weisiang's friend, qing ai de, Panda.Stalker &Zixin!
Oh ya! Still got Julian!
My work was done successfully. Thanks to them!♥

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♥ 11:22 AM

OMG! I really went to add the person le. Haha! Hope that it's okay!(:
Did not really sleep well last night. Dreamt abt some weird stuffs regarding my new classmate. Dun know why did i dream of being in the bus interchange with one of my new classmate who's impossible to take the same bus as me de. Watever it is. Haha!
&I've decided to say thank you to the ones that helped me most in W36R!:D
&&I've decided to take the first step to talk to him on MSN!:D
&&&I've decided to try to speak up more in class discussion. But i think it will still take me some time to have the courage!:D

Having a DBIS talk on Tues, 4pm-4.45pm. Most probably going with Jiaying, Zixin, Brandon &Weikang!:D Hope that the talk will not be bored.

1Month &11 more days to go!♥♥♥

♥ 10:33 AM