Hai..
I just hate them lo.. Dun feel like being with them..
They did not give me the trust..
I really did mop the kitchen with the cloth.. They said I lie to them..
But if I really say that i I did not mop then that is trying to make them happy, because that is wat they think.. And I am lying to myself..
I just did not scrape off the lizard's shit and they said that I did not mop the floor..
I am feeling very tired..
I feel like taking a break..
I felt that if I can just end my life and take a break, it would be great!!
The toilet bowl.. I admit that I did not wash it but I did wash the rest of the part of it!!
She said that I did not wash it and only rinse the brush..
I did not rinse it!! Is that when I put something and the things toppled onto the floor and hit the brush and the brush drop onto the floor..
I just anyhow slot it back..
Then while I was washing the toilet, the water from a higher point will surely make the brush wet which is below it..
I said that the brush drop.. I did not lie.. It is true..
I did not hear my explanation!! They just think wat they think is right!! She said that I better not explain anymore or else there will be more lies!!
I felt that is very unfair to me!!
They cant just jump the conclusion without my explanation!!
Due to these reasons.. They forbid me to go!!
I really feel that they are people who cannot be trusted!!
During school time, I said that I want to go out.. But they dun allow.. I understand!! Because it is still school time.. And they said that I can go out during the 2 months holiday.. And this when is called lies!!
I think that they said more lies than me!!
I dun feel like being with them..
They had broken my heart..
My top left hand side, which my heart is, had felt lighter.. The reason is that half of my heart is gone!! I heart felt very very painful..
I dun wish to talk to them..
I do not have the mood.. I do not have the energy to talk to them..