Yst was valentines day. haha. it was just a normal day for me.
Went for tuition at 8.30 in the mornig and reached at 9.
Sy took mrt to look for me specially wor.. haha. so happy:) Thanks sy:D
We left tuition around 11 ba. went home. went to fetch my mother from volunteer work. had a hair cut again.. haha. its gettinglighter and lighter le. haha. went for lunch..
Went back home. sleep. study. use com. & nothing le.. haha.
That was quite a boring day for me but at least i done my phy revision. haha.
That's all for this post:)

♥ 11:54 AM

Done more shoutings today.. rushing in the guides promise..
Couldnt do a proper belok as i'm not sure where to turn in. Sorry to cause fitrah to eat the plants. haha.
Had a chat with hawa mam and valerie mam. I think they are listening to a false story lo.. sorry for them..

Why the things you say and do in front of the mams are so much different from the things you had said or done in front of us? are you sure that you are really really very close to some guides? please be truthful to yourself lo.. you claimed that you do not know the informations abt today's guides meeting, but i had already told you in front of many ppl le leh.. ok!!if you still insist on you do not know, then you should ask other guides. please dun say that you cant find any guides to ask abt or no one knows abt the info. I had already msg 3 ps on wed to ask them to pass around the msg le. if you say that you did not receive the msg, k. fine. we do have recess tgt and you will surely see any sec4 guides and you could ask. how could you just say that you did not get the info and just dun care abt it..?
You having common test, as if we dun have. as if only you need to study la. we dun need la.. you could spend the time at HM eating, why cant you go for guides? i also went to RP to eat ar. i'm also back.. please dun give such excuses lo.
Hawa mam was very angry and punished us to run 2 rounds and you.. nothing happen to you.. just because of you..
You are incharged of the thinking day practice and now, you just throw everything to me and ask me to takle charge. you just say that you will not come and wat do you expect me to do??
I treat you as a good friend of mine and tthis is how you are really going to treat me? do you know that it hurts me a lot? i dun think you will know lo.. cos you may think that i'm the one said abt you but sorry lo. i'm not the one. please get the facts right b4 doing any thing.
Having a big black wok behind my back lo.. haix.. watever. you made me nearly cry today..

♥ 9:15 PM

hi. here to update blog..
Not in a fine mood these few days.. feeling very sian.
Once my mood is down, no way can i study..
Alright, just dun get onto my nerve these few days. cos i will roar at you..

Just hoping that my parents can really understand me well... but too bad, they are not.
After my subjects for a yr, they still do not know wat subject i study..
My father still can say that he doesnt know i study chem and phy. he thought i study bio.
My mother doesnt know that i got study history/ ss lo.
IT IS REALLY A VERY SAD SAD CASE TO ME LO..!! IT DISAPPOINTS ME A LOT!!:(

Busy with guides thinking day these few weeks. feeling tired and nervous..
The next meeting will be next wed.
Shall concentrate on my studies after guides thinking day. I've not been really studying since school reopen.
If this really continues, I will fail badly for my O level.

I think i will be updating many unhappy things this few days, or even weeks.. it really depends.
Hope that my mood can return back to normal and be a happy girl again..
Byebye.

♥ 4:03 PM