Hellooooo! Haven been updating my blog for some time.
Had some random thought for these few days.
I was thinking about things happened last semester, thinking of is it the end of our friendship, thinking of whether to add the person in fb or not and so on....
Turning my head back to look at my first sem in RP, it makes me realise that i've really learnt many things from my classmates especially James Chua Wei Ming and HengYi(Senior). Although they always seem like bullying me, disturbing me, but, in fact They are always there to help me out. They help me in different ways, being good to me in different ways. Example like James will me massage, although like a dof, but it's also a way of being nice. And Hengyi will help me analysing things as he knows wat i'm thinking most of the time. I've learnt to be more alert. Taught by James. &Had a tough training in the class. Haha! But it's still quite fun.
I treasure most of the friendships i have. Especially those friends that makes me feels comfortable with and nice to me. Including him(A). But seems like i've made the situation awkward. &Did something bad to him. I can understand how he is feeling right now. As i've been through it. But at least i'm not as bad as someone else(B). Haha! K la. He's not that bad(B). I understand everythng he(B) does to me!(: Anyway, I hope that we(B) are still friends!:D Maybe it's because i'm used to being single or afraid of being hurt again? So that's why i'm still not brain washed or successfully convinced by wat had Brandon told me. Haha! Watever it is, Just let nature takes its course(:
Is it weird to randomly add someone in fb when you only know who the person is? I think i had only told Jiaying abt it. Not sure abt Zixin. But it's been almost 1year when i said abt it le. Actually alr decided to add. But end up decided not to. &Now, here i am still thinking of whether to add or not.
Opps! This post looks like writing an essay! &A reflection journal. Hahaha! A bit too long. Hehe! But I think most of my facis will like it if this is a reflection journal about my daily life!xD
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