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After 3Months and 20Days, i just realised that he had left me a walkman which i needed. I really missed him lotssss! There's something i did which made me regret and it's 1week before he says goodbye to me. I didnt even have the chance to say sorry to him. I couls only pray to him and say it in my heart. I thought that we are not too close after i grow up hence i will get over it quickly. But, i realised that i'm wrong. Up till now, I will still shed tears when i see his photo or belongings. Many incidents had been recalled and this is when I know how deep our relationship is.

I still remember when i was in primary school, I had Harmonica performance and i asked him to come and watch me perform. He was late. But it's okay. Afterall, he did at least come and watch a bit. Was damn happy. After that he held onto my small hand and brought me back to his place. The feeling of a big hand wrapping a small hand can only use one word to descibe. Warmth.
He would also always joke with me of wanting to change handphone with him when i had a new one. I really miss those times. Those are beautiful memories. But sad to say that i do not have a photo which i took with him!:(

My tears are still not listening to me. They are still struggling at the back of my eye ball. I did not tell anyone wat did i do which made me regret. There are really things making me regret. It's almost a year since my grandmother left me. I felt bad that i did not listen to her and threw my temper at her when i was in primary school. Both of them dote on me a lot.

Hope that they are living well in the neither world. Pray hard for them. Lovessss &Missesss for them!♥♥♥

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