Jocelyn

2011-02-07T09:24:00.002+08:00

Haven been updating my blog for some time le. Shall update today.

Walao eh! Late again today! Wtf! Got traffic jam at CTE because of an accident. Then ended up late for school! The bus i take allows me to reach school at abt 8am leh! But due to the stupid fucking traffic jam, I reach school at abt 8:40am leh! Fcuk la!

Previous time late, which is the first time that i'm late is because of the heavy rain. Also not our fault! It's the nature! We took the early bus but still late! So unfair!:<

Dun know why feeling very pissed off these few days. Received letter from RP due to absence from school for 2 days. Knn! 2 days only jiu send letter! So unfair lo! ARGH!!! Angry Die Me ar!!!

2010-11-07T16:16:00.002+08:00

Updates!
Wonder wat's wrong with me these few days..
Character getting rougher. Is it because of lack of sleep? Caused by problems at home?
Dun know why i feel that my mother and I cant get along well like we do in the past.
She have been finding faults from me. Got fault, no fault = got fault.
My mother and bro went to my auntie's place yst. Wasnt at home. Had a heart-to-heart chat with my father yst. We were like complaining abt my mother's doing. &I just realised something which my father told me.
My father and I had a similar character that the more we talk abt a topic which will piss us off, the more we will get angry. Even if it's a little matter, our anger will still increase and there comes conflict/trouble.

Wasnt happy these few days. Gloomy days.
I'm someone who will just speak wat's on my mind. &Unable to do things differently in front of a particular person. Good that i'm not inherited.
BUT! It's also something not good. Cos it will cause even more trouble. I can also be very direct when i talk to someone. Especially when i'm pissed off. But i will still control it la.. Knowing wat can be said and wat cannot. But words that cant be said will also come out at times. Hehe!xP
So it's better not to pissed me off.
Haven patch up with my mother. Cold war.

Why does god have to take aways something from us when they gives us something we want?
Or is it that they did not take it away. &I'm the one pushing it away?
To be or not to be, it's a question!

2010-11-05T10:44:00.003+08:00

Blog Updates!

After 3Months and 20Days, i just realised that he had left me a walkman which i needed. I really missed him lotssss! There's something i did which made me regret and it's 1week before he says goodbye to me. I didnt even have the chance to say sorry to him. I couls only pray to him and say it in my heart. I thought that we are not too close after i grow up hence i will get over it quickly. But, i realised that i'm wrong. Up till now, I will still shed tears when i see his photo or belongings. Many incidents had been recalled and this is when I know how deep our relationship is.

I still remember when i was in primary school, I had Harmonica performance and i asked him to come and watch me perform. He was late. But it's okay. Afterall, he did at least come and watch a bit. Was damn happy. After that he held onto my small hand and brought me back to his place. The feeling of a big hand wrapping a small hand can only use one word to descibe. Warmth.
He would also always joke with me of wanting to change handphone with him when i had a new one. I really miss those times. Those are beautiful memories. But sad to say that i do not have a photo which i took with him!:(

My tears are still not listening to me. They are still struggling at the back of my eye ball. I did not tell anyone wat did i do which made me regret. There are really things making me regret. It's almost a year since my grandmother left me. I felt bad that i did not listen to her and threw my temper at her when i was in primary school. Both of them dote on me a lot.

Hope that they are living well in the neither world. Pray hard for them. Lovessss &Missesss for them!♥♥♥

2010-11-03T14:44:00.003+08:00

Updates!
Time passed quite fast for these few weeks. It's already been a month since I joined W46L.
Didnt notice that UT1 is starting soon! Should start to do my revision. BUT! I've not download my 6pssssss! Haha.

Having lesson in class now. New Media Communications.
Done quite a lot of codings today. *Faint*

Thanks to Weisiang, Weisiang's friend, qing ai de, Panda.Stalker &Zixin!
Oh ya! Still got Julian!
My work was done successfully. Thanks to them!♥

2010-11-01T20:50:00.006+08:00

I'm addicted to you once again!♥

SS501!

2010-10-31T11:22:00.024+08:00

Yeah! My blogger is back to normal! Thanks to qing ai de!♥
Haha! Didnt know why am i having such an urge to post so much stupid stuffs these fewdays.

Had been addicted to SS501 recently. There's still step which made me addicted to them! Haha. Sounds ridiculous right? Haha!

1) Their song "Love Ya" caught my attention.

2) Yound Saeng's unique voice caught my attention.

3) Kyu Jong's good boy look on "Thanks for waking me up" show attracted me! Lovessss!♥

4) Jung Min's date of birth caught my attention! Very near to mine! &I realised that we have similar character. Charisma Sexy!♥

5) Hyung Joon also have cute look and quite a unique voice too! Hehe!

6) Most importantly, they have good vocals!

I've ranked them to my own preference!

1) Kyu Jong &Jung Min!

2) Young Saeng &Hyung Joon

3) Hyung Joong

I've uploaded some photos of them! Cool~♥

SS501

Kim Kyu Jong

Park Jung Min

Heo Young Saeng

Kim Hyung Joon

Kim Hyung Joong

2010-10-31T10:33:00.003+08:00

OMG! I really went to add the person le. Haha! Hope that it's okay!(:
Did not really sleep well last night. Dreamt abt some weird stuffs regarding my new classmate. Dun know why did i dream of being in the bus interchange with one of my new classmate who's impossible to take the same bus as me de. Watever it is. Haha!
&I've decided to say thank you to the ones that helped me most in W36R!:D
&&I've decided to take the first step to talk to him on MSN!:D
&&&I've decided to try to speak up more in class discussion. But i think it will still take me some time to have the courage!:D

Having a DBIS talk on Tues, 4pm-4.45pm. Most probably going with Jiaying, Zixin, Brandon &Weikang!:D Hope that the talk will not be bored.

1Month &11 more days to go!♥♥♥

2010-10-31T00:01:00.003+08:00

Hellooooo! Haven been updating my blog for some time.
Had some random thought for these few days.
I was thinking about things happened last semester, thinking of is it the end of our friendship, thinking of whether to add the person in fb or not and so on....

Turning my head back to look at my first sem in RP, it makes me realise that i've really learnt many things from my classmates especially James Chua Wei Ming and HengYi(Senior). Although they always seem like bullying me, disturbing me, but, in fact They are always there to help me out. They help me in different ways, being good to me in different ways. Example like James will me massage, although like a dof, but it's also a way of being nice. And Hengyi will help me analysing things as he knows wat i'm thinking most of the time. I've learnt to be more alert. Taught by James. &Had a tough training in the class. Haha! But it's still quite fun.

I treasure most of the friendships i have. Especially those friends that makes me feels comfortable with and nice to me. Including him(A). But seems like i've made the situation awkward. &Did something bad to him. I can understand how he is feeling right now. As i've been through it. But at least i'm not as bad as someone else(B). Haha! K la. He's not that bad(B). I understand everythng he(B) does to me!(: Anyway, I hope that we(B) are still friends!:D Maybe it's because i'm used to being single or afraid of being hurt again? So that's why i'm still not brain washed or successfully convinced by wat had Brandon told me. Haha! Watever it is, Just let nature takes its course(:

Is it weird to randomly add someone in fb when you only know who the person is? I think i had only told Jiaying abt it. Not sure abt Zixin. But it's been almost 1year when i said abt it le. Actually alr decided to add. But end up decided not to. &Now, here i am still thinking of whether to add or not.

Opps! This post looks like writing an essay! &A reflection journal. Hahaha! A bit too long. Hehe! But I think most of my facis will like it if this is a reflection journal about my daily life!xD

2010-09-29T19:33:00.005+08:00

Back to blog.

Had been staying at home for these few days. Cant go out. It seems quite hard for my mother to allow me to go out unless there's conditions to be made.

Will be going out with Jiaying tmw. Actually my mother dun allow me to go out de. But she ended up having a condition of doing the house chores clean. &My father added more to it. Saying this must be cleaned, that must be cleaned. Finally can go out tmw!:D

Went out for dinner just now. Again, actually i'm allowed to change specs. But my mother ended up saying your specs still look okay. Wat for change. But the colour of my specs already begin to go off &the lens has chipped off a bit. Watever...

Then after that bought a Pink tank top! The first tank top to be bought. I already had one Yellow one at home but it's given by someone else. Forgot who le. Took some photos of me wearing the pink tank top + black tube. But didn't upload to post.

Felt bad for not going out with Reena girlfriend for so long. &Kept going out with Jiaying. I think she must be pissed off by this ba.

Reena girlfriend, sorry for not going out with you when you asked me to. Next time i will ask my mother earlier whether does she allow me to go out on a specific day. &I will ask you out when i can. I PROMISE YOU! Smile:D:D:D

2010-09-27T15:17:00.003+08:00

YO! Back to blog!
Went out with family and my aunt(Godmother) yesterday. Been to some places.
Went toTampines to have lunch then to Joo Chiat Road at 5B to buy some stuffs then went to Tampines Giant then Tampines Courts then went to Hougang Ave8 to buy food to my aunt's place to eat. And finally, Home sweet home!
Opps! So many "then then then"! Haha!xP
Haha. Shall go into more detailed form now.

Had Kueh Chap for lunch. It's not nice.. Very saltish. Yucks! Haha.

Next stop... Joo Chiat Road, 5B.
An incident happened.
I nearly fainted at 5B due to lack of oxygen. Anyway, this is not the first time le. Happened minimum of 3 times. It frightened my aunt. Haha. But was feeling better after some medicated oil smelled, squat down and bend my head nearer to my heart and some warm water drank. Pale face was also slightly gone!:D

Then after that head towards Tampines Giant to buy things. Bought many things. it's the first time my aunt went there and was stunt by the huge size of the place. Haha. Cool~
I took 2 photos of me, myself wearing a grey colour shade which my mother asked me to wear for her to see and ended up zilian-ing a bit. Haha!
&Took a photo of the total things bought by us. It's not very clear, but could be seen that the trolley is very packed with plastic bags. Hehe!

Next stop...Tampines Courts.
Although we are quite tired already, but the whole intention was actually to go to Courts to find the mould for Kueh Bulu (Dun know how to spell). Haha. So ended up there looking for it. But the sales person say that dun have le. Cos that's only during a season. Maybe going back there some other time ba.

After that went to Ave8 to buy dinner! &Bought 4 cups of bubble tea. 2 for my cousins! &2 for ourselves. Then went to my aunt's place for dinner. After that stayed there until abt 9. Then home sweet home!

Photos at Giant:

2010-09-19T16:01:00.012+08:00

Yeah! Back to blog! Blog was dead for the past few months.

Went out with Jiaying on Tuesday. Had fun. We had KFC for our lunch at Cp. Then took bus 80 to Paya Lebar This fashion. Did not buy any clothes as nothing really suit me. After that went to look for Jiaan &his doggy. Took some photos with Jiaying. Shown above.

On Thursday, Jiaying went to deliver mooncakes with me to SSS. Took bus 89 to meet her first then took bus 62 to SSS. &I forgot to bring the boxes for the mooncakes and we had to go back home to collect it again and go back to SSS. Blur me. After delivery she came to my house to slack and we played badminton! Our highest score was 51 hits!:D

&She left my house at abt 9 plus.

Going to Hougang CC with Jiaying, Jiaan and Zixin tmw. Wonder how am i going to sing. Voice not fully recovered yet due to working at expo (road show). Raised my voice too much. Hope it will recover by today and i can sing tmw(:

2010-08-26T19:46:00.002+08:00

I think my brain will burst anytime...
Studying enterprise for the whole day today.
Theory! Theory! Theory! Omg!
Fainting anytime... Haha.
Abt 11 more days to UT3 le. Haven really study for it.
Was quite busy for the past few days doing typing, helping my mother out.
K la. Shall stop here. Need to go back to study for my enterprise le.
Shall update some other time(:
Byebye!:D

2010-08-26T19:22:00.002+08:00

Blog! Blog! Blog!
Was addicted to a song recently: Song for a fool.
I dun think that the person is a fool. Not everyone can do it. It's not easy to protect someone, always by his/her side to let him/her lean on. &Let go off that person when she leaves without a goodbye BUT still appearing by his/her side when needed. &&Expects nothing in return. There's only one reason to it. Which is, LOVE!<3
This song gave me some thoughts about the word Love. I think if i'm the person, I will also do the same thing. But it is tough:(

Had a 1 day off yesterday. But ended up working from abt 7pm plus - 2am. Edited 10 Chinese essay articles. But was quite nice to go out of the house(: Went to Funan in the afternoon with James and Senior (HY). Senior wanted to buy charger. But too ex le. After that went to eat. But i did not eat. Met JSLD at Cityhall MRT to pass her thing. Then the 4 of us went walking. Chatted with JSLD then she went to look for her friend le. Nice to see her again:D

Trained back to Cp at 5 plus. Accompanied senior to buy present. He bought a BIG WHITE CARE BEAR!!! OMG! So beautiful lo... I like it lotssss!:D:D:D
Then jiu walk home le. Felt happy to go out yst^^

2010-08-07T10:51:00.003+08:00

我好像在你的身上感觉到爱的感觉。我好像在你的身上发现爱。我好像在你的身上找到爱。但是我不知道为什么会这样... 我不可能在你的身上感觉，发现或找到爱的！因为我很清楚不可以在你的身上找到这种感觉，否则最后我又会因为爱而受到伤害。我已经没有这个勇气去爱一个人了。所以呢... 我决定要把这种感觉放在心里。不告诉任何人是谁。我知道有些人会猜到，但我还是不会承认的。我好希望这种感觉只是我对他的一种感觉而不是真的喜欢上他！我真的不想再一次受到伤害了。因为那种感觉真的很痛，很难受！我已经在尽量控制自己的情感了。我相信自己做得到的！加油吧！

2010-07-02T08:06:00.004+08:00

Heh heh. In school now...
Quite many things happened in the past few weeks.. And it affected my mood a lot.
I suddenly really feel that i should not be a good person le.. I should be The Bad person.
Suddenly had a thought last night. I think i really treat J.Q to importantly le... Because of some people's attitude towards him, I think that All guys in this world mei you liang xin. I know that i should not just because of that some people and think that All guys in the world mei you liang xin. Hence, I went for some thorough heart search.. I realised that Not All guys mei you liang xin.. 2 guys made me feel that Not all guys mei you liang xin(:
Although it's like always got disturbed by them, but I know that they got liang xin de because of some things they have done...

I think i'm going to be a bad person le!
Saying Byebye to The good person(:

2010-06-05T16:05:00.002+08:00

Blog was dead for the past 3 months...
Poly life had already started for 1 month plus. Had fun there and had learnt many things from different things.
Such as I finally know where the water cooler is after 1 month... Although I know that's too late to know. But knowing it later is better than not knowing it forever(: (Just to make myself feel better)
I think it's also time for me to speak up more in class as I find it very difficult to score at least a B for entreprise skills... Cs all the way for 6 lessons leh.. Feeling so sad..

I feel that I've become more grown up as I try to see things from different angles and things and try to understand what's the purpose to have such things to happen...

I realised a logic: There's always a reason or purpose for something to happen.
I thought of this logic was when I'm climbing the bridge over to cp... Sounds weird right? Haha. I know... It just started off with a simple sandles on my feet..
I'm beginning to think a lot just for a simple thing... Dun know why.. Maybe just to find out/ know more logics? I think that these logics can be applied in our life when it is needed...

Shall update blog some other time again(:

2010-04-03T17:29:00.002+08:00

Haha. 17 le:D
This week is quite a busy week for me..
Went out with my ex-colleagues to give my cousin a surprise on Tuesday.
Went out with Jia ying and Zixin on Wednesday. Went to play swing but my body couldnt take so it in the i was sitting aside with Jiaan listening to song.. Sian. That's the disadvantage of having health problem..
Made 1 mango cake and 1 mocha cake on Thursday. Mango cake was not really successful because of the base..
Finally came to Friday!! My birthday. The day when i became 17:D

I just came back from my MRI heart scanning.. Did 2 scannings.. Lied on the bed for 2hrs plus.. A speaker kept asking me "Breathe in.. breathe out.. ok. Hold your breath.", "Ok. Breathe normally."
Nearly fell asleep.. Haha. Was freezing cold and feeling dizzy after the 2hrs of lying down..
The outcome of my condition is.. There's a small hole in my artery..
But the doctor will call us again in 2-4 weeks to inform us whether do i need to stich up the hole after discussing with her cardio team..

Going out later with my ex-colleagues and cousin later at 8..
Going to eat sushi at paya leabar.. haha.

Then going out again tmw.. Have to go and pay respect to my grandparents in the morning.
Then in the afternoon, will be going out with my gf, Reena:D
Haha. Looking forward to tmw:)
Hope that she wont say i wear until like kiddy kiddy le ba.. Haha..!!

Nothing to update le.. Buaibuai^^

2010-03-22T00:59:00.002+08:00

Yeah!! Back to blog!!:D
Saw T-MAX SINGLE COLLECTION album yesterday at Hougang mall> Popular> CD-Drama.
Was very happy when i saw it but sadly, my parents dun allow me to buy... So Sad!!
I really wish to have that T-MAX album lo.. So that i will not have to go and look for their lyrics and i love their songs very much.. Haha.
Feeling excited about it!! But it's not use of feeling excited which cant help me to get that album.. Hais..
K la. Dun wish to post abt this sad matter le..
I think i shall update wat i had done for this few weeks.. haha.
Had been working at MOE Pre-school Branch for the pass 2weeks. The pay was higher than wat i expected.. $6.50/hr
Not working for the time being le. But will be going for another intereview on Wed near Hougang mall. haha. Working hour is from 6pm-10pm. Monday- Friday.
Dun really feel like working le.. haha. But my parents wants me to go for the interview.. Feeling tired.
Went to pay respect to my dearest and beloved grandmother yesterday as it was the 100th day since she left me.. Had been missing her..
A few days ago, my tears came out of my eyes without any control when i saw my cousin and my grandmother's photo in facebook..
Luckily i also have a photo which is taken together with her.. haha.
Eh.. nothing much le ba.. But now i wish to find more time to learn more abt korean language.. haha.
Hao ba. Nothing to update le!! Haha. Byebye^^

2010-01-02T20:31:00.003+08:00

Yahoooooo!! I'm back after almost half a year.. ^^
Wonder wat to update.. hehe. shall update wat i did over my holidays ba.
Had started working for the past 2weeks at my parents company..
Doing folding.. collating.. inserting.. easy but a bit tiring..

Went to Bugis Junction with hui xuan today to kinokuniya bookstore and each of us bought a book.
she bought a book to learn Japanese language and i bought a book to learn Korea language..
But i encountered a problem..
There's no CD but only cassette tape and my cassette tape player spoil le.. cant learn..
So sad!!

K la. really nothing to update abt le.. shall update the next time..
Oh ya!! Forgot to thank JY to help me change my blog skin:)
Thank you, JY:)
ByeBye!!

2009-06-06T12:27:00.003+08:00

Will be having 2 practical exams next week le.
Tues: F&n O'level practical exam
Wed: Science
Had not really prepare for my F&N although i tried b4 some of the dishes.. afraid that i will mess up the whole thing on that day.. hahas.
Just hoping that everything would be fine on that day:)
Science? diediedie!!! I'm not good in my science especially in practical.. Maybe i cant only buck up on my theory le.. Hahas.

These few days, i was thinking WHAT ARE FRIENDS FOR??
Maybe its b'cos i took friendships/relationships too seriously le ba..
Friends beside me always say i'm too stupid that take i take it too seriously.
Whenever they did things which upsets me or wat, I will feel very sad.. haha. sounds so emo..
I trust friends easily.
I try my best to help friends who need help.
They happy, i happy.
They sad, i sad too.

But counting myself lucky, i found my 2 best friends:)
REENA & JIA AN
I feel that i cant afford to lose them..
They are always there by my side when i'm in a bad mood.
They listens to me whenever i'm sad.
They always tries to cheer me up:)
SMILES to them!!:D

Dun know why am i updating all this. hahas.
Nothing to update le..

2009-05-21T18:08:00.002+08:00

Blog dead for some time le!! Haha.
I flunked my mid-yr!! OMG!!
Brought many eggs and dogs home!!
I got 1st from the bottom for my physics:(
Still dun know the overall score for Eng..
At least i got a subj pass. But still not good enough!!
Shall buck up!!
Des told me to work hard and not to regret when I get my O result.
I think its true lo..
I believe i still have time to revise all my work!! Must jiayou le:)
Wonder wat happens to me that i requested for Maths tuition.. hahas.
No matter wat.. I will still hope to get into the course I want.
Okay. enough of this. haha.

Tmw shall be the last guides meeting le.
We will be having the enrolment ceremony and farewell party:)
Its time for us to step down and concentrate on our studies le..

Maybe my blog will be taking a break for some time.
Try to update some other time:)
Byebye

2009-04-21T22:02:00.002+08:00

My blog seems to be dead.. shall make it alive.
Went for tuition last night. from around 8-9.45. tired..
But some one waited for me for 3 hrs.. so long.. thanks anyway, meimei:)
I'm so touched by it.. its the first time someone waited for me for 3 long hrs..

Have been busy with my F&N coursework for this few days..
Now stucked on my priorities which i should have finished it long ago.. haha.
Now also preparing for my O'level practical exam..
A bit scary.. haha. afraid that i will do the wrong things or it will taste bad which will pull my grades down lo..
Dun know wat to update le.. shall update the next time..
Byebye:D

2009-04-04T19:33:00.003+08:00

YO!! I'm finally 16, a grown up girl.. haha.
But my actions doesnt shows it. haha. still a bit childish..
Went for guides yst. only 2 sec 4s.. sad.
I went to watch the final soccer competition..
some soccer boys were injured. they really played with all their might..
but unfortunately, they still lost to singapore sports school.
nvm. at least our sch came in 2nd:)
GREAT JOBBB BOYSS:D
My bus was the first to reach as others were still stck at the PIE/TPE..
reached at around 7. went to look for ms fae and ms kong for the guides den key. luckily they were still there. haha.
Atika was still afraid that they had alr went back and no one to withdraw the keys.. haha.
after that went to cp with viven to have dinner.
dun know wat to eat.. haha.
wanted to eat pizzahut cos i missed the pasta for a long long time le. haha. but got a lot of ppl.
in the end, vivien and I scissors, paper, stone. in the end we ate pizzahut. haha. a bit lame la we 2..
the baked pasta i wanted to eat dun have. sad.. in the end the person specially help me add the cheese on top. haha. so nice of her..
vivien and I kept pouring the parmesan cheese into the soup and the food. hahas.
reached home at around10. there is a auntie kept ooking at me when i was walking home..
maybe its b'cos so late le the i am still in my sch uni. hahas.
had a tired day and atill having tuition the next morning at 9..
That's all for my day ba. haha.
Shall post some other time le..

2009-03-21T11:37:00.002+08:00

YO!! back to blog. my blog seems dead le lo.. haha. shall update today..
Just came back from malcca trip with the sch yst night. so tired lo.. but had quite a lot of fun..
On the first day, our schedule was delayed. in fact the whole journey was delayed.
In fact we shld leave sch at 7am. but it was delayed by 15mins.
We headed to yong peng for a break to have our breakfast.. the toilet over there was so disgusting.. feel like vomiting.
Had a long bus journey. slept in the bus..
Went to several interesting places in malacca.. but did not take any photo of it. but my classmates did.. hahas.
Had a sumptious meal. there were doufu, chicken, fish, vegetables, prawn, soup and even desserts. WOW!!
Went for shopping at night in the mall. had been spending lots of money.. must save some.. haha.
Bought a little purse for my god mother, a teddy bear for my little bro and a shirt and watch for myself. haha. But my bro's gift was still the most ex..
There was so much fun in the hotel.. there were two bed and a big toilet with bath tub. dun feel like coming out of the toilet when bathing. it was feeling good.
We still received 3prank calls.. haha. Had cup noodles and pringles for supper. yum yum.
Shouted to aiman if he wants it and he did not hear it.. instead of him hearing it, the ppl staying at the top and bottom of us came out of their room. haha.
We could also hear ppl laughing from a few rooms away from us. haha. slept at around 1.30 woke up at 5 to off the alarm clock which was adjusted by jia ying. she still sleeping like a oink oink lo.. haha.
Had a moring call at 7. went for breakfast buffet at8.. so much food. haha. then went back to room to play stress and slack till 9.30 to check out. went to shaynna and awatta's room to wait for them.
Went back home late. we waitd for other coaches for 1hr and20mins..
k la. dun know wat to update le. haha. byebye

2009-02-15T11:54:00.002+08:00

Yst was valentines day. haha. it was just a normal day for me.
Went for tuition at 8.30 in the mornig and reached at 9.
Sy took mrt to look for me specially wor.. haha. so happy:) Thanks sy:D
We left tuition around 11 ba. went home. went to fetch my mother from volunteer work. had a hair cut again.. haha. its gettinglighter and lighter le. haha. went for lunch..
Went back home. sleep. study. use com. & nothing le.. haha.
That was quite a boring day for me but at least i done my phy revision. haha.
That's all for this post:)

2009-02-13T21:15:00.005+08:00

Done more shoutings today.. rushing in the guides promise..
Couldnt do a proper belok as i'm not sure where to turn in. Sorry to cause fitrah to eat the plants. haha.
Had a chat with hawa mam and valerie mam. I think they are listening to a false story lo.. sorry for them..

Why the things you say and do in front of the mams are so much different from the things you had said or done in front of us? are you sure that you are really really very close to some guides? please be truthful to yourself lo.. you claimed that you do not know the informations abt today's guides meeting, but i had already told you in front of many ppl le leh.. ok!!if you still insist on you do not know, then you should ask other guides. please dun say that you cant find any guides to ask abt or no one knows abt the info. I had already msg 3 ps on wed to ask them to pass around the msg le. if you say that you did not receive the msg, k. fine. we do have recess tgt and you will surely see any sec4 guides and you could ask. how could you just say that you did not get the info and just dun care abt it..?
You having common test, as if we dun have. as if only you need to study la. we dun need la.. you could spend the time at HM eating, why cant you go for guides? i also went to RP to eat ar. i'm also back.. please dun give such excuses lo.
Hawa mam was very angry and punished us to run 2 rounds and you.. nothing happen to you.. just because of you..
You are incharged of the thinking day practice and now, you just throw everything to me and ask me to takle charge. you just say that you will not come and wat do you expect me to do??
I treat you as a good friend of mine and tthis is how you are really going to treat me? do you know that it hurts me a lot? i dun think you will know lo.. cos you may think that i'm the one said abt you but sorry lo. i'm not the one. please get the facts right b4 doing any thing.
Having a big black wok behind my back lo.. haix.. watever. you made me nearly cry today..

2009-02-06T16:03:00.002+08:00

hi. here to update blog..
Not in a fine mood these few days.. feeling very sian.
Once my mood is down, no way can i study..
Alright, just dun get onto my nerve these few days. cos i will roar at you..

Just hoping that my parents can really understand me well... but too bad, they are not.
After my subjects for a yr, they still do not know wat subject i study..
My father still can say that he doesnt know i study chem and phy. he thought i study bio.
My mother doesnt know that i got study history/ ss lo.
IT IS REALLY A VERY SAD SAD CASE TO ME LO..!! IT DISAPPOINTS ME A LOT!!:(

Busy with guides thinking day these few weeks. feeling tired and nervous..
The next meeting will be next wed.
Shall concentrate on my studies after guides thinking day. I've not been really studying since school reopen.
If this really continues, I will fail badly for my O level.

I think i will be updating many unhappy things this few days, or even weeks.. it really depends.
Hope that my mood can return back to normal and be a happy girl again..
Byebye.

2009-01-30T21:51:00.003+08:00

hi. not quite in a good mood today. tired. stress up.
I hate ppl forcing me to do things which i dislike even though its for my own good.
even its for my own good, i think they also need to think abt wat i feel abt it..
feeling very stress. no one can talk to. NOT EVRYONE CAN BE TRUSTED!! OR TALK TO!!

normally i can relax when listening to music. but i couldnt this few days. dun know why.
sometimes dun feel like staying at home. feeling irritated/ annoyed.
sometimes i got too happy or wanted to share wat happened in sch when i reached home, either no one is at home or everyone finds me too irritating and talkative. they just dun care much abt me. i feel that i've changed.my attitude, my mood.. have changed.
dun feel like opening my mouth now.

okay fine. sorry to grumble here. haix. shall post something more enjoyable..

had guides today. thinking day rehearsel. my voice couldnt come out really well today as i'm dehydrating soon. waited for ivan to say the command.. had to tolerate it. no choice.
got too nervous during the try out..

how? my mood now is really very down leh..

nothing much to update le. byebye.

2009-01-28T18:46:00.002+08:00

YO!! Blog rotting soon. Everything ok in my blog except for no song:( sad.
Haix. Dun know i getting so slack.. So many hw. sian.
Got a new nickname.. Green apple:) Lols. jy name as Red apple:)
Nothing much to post le. I can only say that today is a very very tiring day for me. shouting..
Byebye. take cares all:D

2009-01-03T12:07:00.002+08:00

School had reopened..
May I know wats wrong with folding the skirt while its still touching the knee cap?
Had a attire check yesterday by a new ADM, ms faezah.. caught for folding my skirt.. haix. sian..
But last year's ADM said the length is ok. watever. its all in the past..

Woke up at 7.45 this morning. went for tuition at boon keng at8.25. reached at 9. hahas. thought I was going to be late. fortunately, I'm not. hahas.
Ended at around 1015? went home..
Going to meet jy at3 at my hse void deck to study:)
Hope it does rain or any changes in my plans..

Nothing to update le.. hahas. byebye:)

2008-12-28T13:08:00.002+08:00

O'level next year.. i think the blog will will be dead for a period of time.
Shall visit my blog whenever i use the com ba..
All the best to those taking O next yr..
JIAYOU JIAYOU!!

2008-12-28T12:52:00.002+08:00

YO!! Blog not updated for a period of time le.. sorry for that.
Was at my grandmother's hse.
Did not treasure my holiday.. slacking. supposed to be preparing for next yr's O..
No more slacking. No more computer. No more TV programs.
All is study, study and study..
Got to jia you jia you le..

School reopening next fri. wonder if we need to wear tie. hahas. dun wish to be punished on the first day of sch.. hw, all half done only. will be completing at least my phy hw later.
Dun know wat to do for chem and F&N hw.. I think at least do some to earn some marks as it will be in our CA1..

Time past so quickly.. as if there is only 1mth of holiday.
Dun wish to go back to sch so soon. sian.. going to a new class.. hope to adapt to the new environment soon.

Ok. that's all for today. going to do my hw.. bye:D

2008-11-29T18:23:00.002+08:00

guides annual camp:
I think everyone enjoyed the water bomb.. but.. we sec3s are not running the camp well.
We have many things to improve on. but.. we are only 15 and noone is there to guide us along.. and we had to get scoldings..
Its really an unpleasant camp for me this year.
Since sec3 are to up to it, wat for forcing yourself to have the promotion ceremony?
Watever.. I dun wish to care much abt it le. Its very tiring. We are already trying our best run the program, but i dun think any seniors will know or even care abt it lo..
Watever we had planned, was edited. almost the whole thing was edited.. wat for waste our time planning? You can just plan it yourself with other senios or even juniors you trusted so much..
Dun feel like saying anything le..

Will be haing o'level next year le. frankly speaking, I do not have any motivations in my studies.. sad. still searching for it.. But i think before I can find it, I need to put things down which is to heavy for me. haha.
searching in progress..

Hope to update soon. Byebye.

2008-11-26T14:17:00.002+08:00

YO!! back to update my blog.It looks dead. lols.
Had been a boring holiday for me.. sian.
had intensive lessons at the beginning of the holiday for around 2weeks.
After that went for class chalet. there were memorable memories except for the last day.
I missed the times together with evryone. haha.

We also had guides annual camp in school from 14-16 nov.
It can counted as an unpleasant camp for all sec3s.
shall tell the details next time i'm free ba. nope soon.

Went to stay at my grandmother's house.. no freedom.
There will always be nags around my ears. sad ar.
Missed my com, my bed, the house floor..
lols. seems to miss everything in my house.
I missed the chat on msn. sian. wanted to chat with my friends and wanted to do something. haha.

Now at my tutors house. reached early today. my uncle sent me here today..
going start tuition le. byebye.

2008-10-10T21:06:00.002+08:00

This is a quiz which Christine wants me to do.. so I just do.. haha

Insert 10 names below.
It can be anyone you know personally be it a guy or girl, as long as they are not your family members ...
1. Christine
2. Yi ying
3. Hui xuan
4. Reena
5. Jeslin
6. Ruby
7. Ying yi
8. Desmond
9. Hui xin
10. Vivien
*****************************************
Please answer the questions below honestly.
YOUR RELATIONSHIP WITH THEM ...
*when was the first time you met number 5?
Sec1
*What is your impression on number 3?
A guai kia. as guai as gabriel
*Have you ever liked number 1?
Of course not. I'm not a les.. haha
*What are the positive sides to number 2?
Hardworking
*What are the negative sides to 10?
Dun think have
*Have you ever went to the mall with number 8 before?
ya..
*Where does 7 live?
Hougang
*What is the craziest thing that you've done with number 1?
playing water..?
*Whats your relationship with number 9?
Friends
*Who does number 1 like?
Too many le.. impossible for me to name all. hehe
*Have number 2 ever made a guy/girl cry?
Not sure
*Is number 3 a playboy/playgirl?
Nope
*Have you ever made enemies of number 4?
Yes
*Is number 5 a fun person?
Sort of
*Is number 6 a boring person?
Nope
*What is the worst thing that number 7 did?
Too many le..
*What about number 8 impresses you?
CCA points?
*Why did you insert number 9's name?
No reasons to it
*How many people has liked number 10?
not too sure. but at least there is 1

2008-10-09T21:32:00.012+08:00

Today accompanied my mother to buy things. some incidents occured..

when we went back to cp to UOB to post a cheque, I slotted into the wrong slot.

I put the slot into the rubish bin.. lols. then the secrity guard asked me wat I put then I shouted for my mother cos after I put it in, my mind told me maybe that is a rubbish bin. haha. True enough that it is a rubbish bin. haha. my mother asked me to go home first. cos I'm already late. I was supposed to meet christ, hx and yy at12. but in the end, I reached at12.20. I was still at home at12 lo. haix. It sees to be the first time for me to be late. haha. I will always reach earlier unlike today. haha. k la. enough of that le.

Went to AMK hub. bought a handphone pouch for my mother cos her's spoilt. my bag was too small so I ahd to put into hx bag. did not buy anything else today. spend the rest of my money on food. haha. Spent a total of around$10++.

we left AMK hub at 4plus. took bus86. christ and yy went to bugis and I accompanied hx. cos it is so bad to lwet her go home herself lo. haha. chatted a lot of things. we said many unhappy things of a particular person. didnt know that we had so much to complained abt lo. haha.

we reached cp and parted there. after she aboard bus 83, then she remembered the pouch. haha. another incident. I forgot the pouch already leh. haha.

Shall be meeting her tmw at cp in the afternoon. she willl be fetching her sis and frinds to cp and she will be bored. haha. I can also find an excuse to go out tmw. haha.Before meeting her up, I will be having breakfast with reena at kovan. will be meeting her at 9.30 at cp. haha. shall not be late le.. haha.

had taken some phots today..

2008-10-08T21:36:00.002+08:00

SOTONG is here to blog again. haha.
Today maths paper 2 is our last paper. yeah. end le. haha.
but our nightmare beginning soon.. willing be checking our scripts on mon.
Tomorrow and fri no sch. marking day. haha.
But too bad that I cant have a good night sleep til late. Have to go to hougang to buy things with my mother tomorrow morning.. sian.. I dun think fri will get any better lo. cos she will ask me to do housework de.. no choice la.. shall be a good girl ba.. haha.
Going out with hui xuan, christ and yy tomorrow. going slack? shopping? haha.
But before I can go out, I need to iron my mother's shirt first lo. sian. haha.
Maybe we will also be going to look for reena at ps. but she still not sure of wat time is her working hour. shall call her tmw.. haha.
I think there's nothing to blog le la. haha. byebye.

2008-10-06T19:55:00.002+08:00

Today had chem and F&N paper. was not going so smoothly as i expected. Topics I focused on did not appear much. sad ar. focused on the wrong thing. haha.
Tomorrow hist paper. I think not many ppl will be studying for it ba. cos we always gotF9 for this. Tomorrow many ppl will be sleeping during the paper ba. Anyway, I still got to study for it. Haha.
Today had a phone chat with christ. for around 2hrs lo. so long long time did not chat on the phone for so long le. haha. happiest moment today. hahas. we chatted abt ah goh goh. lol. I was laughing and laughing all the way lo. my mouth went numb. haha. we will be meeting tomorrow to go sch tgt. meeting at 0640 at the busstop which a usually take bus. she walk down all the way from her house to accompany me lo. so kind of her. haha. or else i will be lonely again.
Today family war started agin. haix. sian. unhappiest moment today. a nightmare to me lo.. Dun wish to talk abt it le la. haix. from a kid, I always have a terrible feeling when my mother gets angry and wants to punish me. she will either hit my head hardly or twist my ear. so sad. the feeling came back the moment she screams again. had a dark dark shadow in my heart le..
Then went back to my room. msg christ. chatting abt ah goh goh again. haha. she told me a story which I feel a bit.. erm. how to say? cool? romantic? haha. dun know wat word to describe. but it made me laughed. she encourahed me a lot too. she told me nothing is impossible. where there's hope, there's life. cheer up. haha. long time did not have a good chat with her le. maybe its due to the different class we are in ba. and now recess time i had been with reena le. after an arguemant with her. I forgot wat is it le. haha. I forget things easily so that's why I am called as SOTONG JOCELYN. haha. Really going to become a sotong le. haha.
k la. off to study for tomorrow's exam le. byebye. take cares:D
All the best to those who are taking exams and o'lovels.. jia you jia you;D

2008-09-26T21:18:00.002+08:00

Here to blog today as many ppl saying my blog rotting soon le. haha. will try to update more often la.
Exam started le. so that's why did not blog that often le. haha.

Today helped out in the sec4 and5 graduation ceremony. found it quite nice. There were many balloons. so nice of the helpers who hang the balloons up there. haha.
I believe that they had put in lots of effort le lo. nothing much today..

Today also had ss and physics paper. die liao. hahas. Its no choice thinking of it now le. its alr been done. haha.
that's all ba. will try to update earlier the next time.

2008-09-20T17:31:00.003+08:00

Exam starting soon le. Wed maths first paper. A bit scared ar. still dun understand some topics. going to look for teacher on mon to clarify some doubts. haha. couldnt believe that i am sort of, hardworking? haha. No la. I'm just afraid that I will drop to na.
Many ppl thinks that 3EE doesnt have any stress lo. but in fact, we do have stress.. haha. Which student will not have stress? Everyone will have stress de. especially under mr tan yan ho. haha.
No choice la. that's our fate lo. haha.
k la. nothing to post le. Byebye.

2008-09-13T14:21:00.003+08:00

Guides cookies arrive on fri. haha. this time arrived ealier than the past 2 years.

I only brought back 3 boxes. left 2 in my locker. hehes.

But poor Viven had to carry 2cartons +2boxes of cookies lo. Luckily got des helping her to carry. hahas. both of them kept snatching the 2 extra boxes to be fair with each other. each person at least 1carton +1box ba. haha.

I took bus27 home. dunknow wats the matter with the bus driver lo. drive til so fast. kept breaking. i nearly went flying here and there. haha. luckily no boken limbs and bruises. hahas.

This post I had been updating for a few days le lo.. was interupted a few times. so that's why couldnt complete it. hahas. k la. next wee first papaer le. maths. sian ar. haha.
All the best to all taking exams:D
Byebye

2008-08-31T22:23:00.000+08:00

YO!! today celebrated my grandmother's birthday which will fall on this Saturday.. haha. Wishing her a happy birhtday:D
Today we went to a restaurnt to have vegetarian food buffet for our dinner. It was quite nice. haha. My brother was like bored after eating a lot and wants to help take food. I end up eating many jellies, ice-cream and float. haha. forgetting that I am having a cough. lols.
There were many different types of vegetarian food. everything look so delicious. but impossible for me to try evrything ba. hahas.
I was a bit lame la lme. I only saw pink and green heart-shaped jellies. so i got 2 pink and 1 grreen one. Then I saw my cousin got purple jelly. Then I was asking my father why didnt I saw the purple one. my cousin heard it then they gave me the jelly. hahas. so happy. i return them a pink one. we also got another jelly quite special. is in a long cup.
I ate fried rice, vegetables, vegetarian curry mutton( my favourite), something looks like a bun but its not, jellies, ice cream, cakes, friuts and float. too much to name le la. haha.
YUM YUM!!
We cut cake and there's even song from the restaurant. we sang finish the song and the music was still playing. my cousin was like.. huh. really need to sing ar. lols.
Anyway, had a great time with everyone and especially the food. wahahas.
Took pictures of those jellies. I will try to upload the photos the next time ba. cos in my father's phone. my phone can't upload to the com. sad ar. k la. that's all for today ba. byebye. Take care all!:D

2008-08-31T00:22:00.000+08:00

Updating again. halo.
Today went for North division campfireby bus which ms faezah had booked. at the beginning, we thought that it wass really sian. but it was okay la...
We got first in the skit competion. yeah. all thanks to those who participated in it. mostly goes to sage. hahas.
it ended at 9.30 then we went for our photo taking, refreshment, attendance check and waited for the bus quitelong lo. was standing by the road side chatting with teacher. hahas. then we went back to school. saw valerie then chat a few sentence then saw the scuts clearing those things which they used during their campfire.
Then went to the canteen to look for vivien and hui xin. hx was on the phone lo.. then i still went to disturb her. luckily she did not hoot me ar. hahas. had a chat with them until the scouts ended their thing. Joyce was on the phone for such a long time lo. haha.
Then while waiting for the bus at he busstop, lim yi and des keep disturbing me lo. hai. haha. dun want talk about that le la. hahas.
Went to the busstop opposite hougang mall to take bus. dun know why today bus so long then come lo. haha. anyway, got vivien, joyce, lim yi and des at busstop too. vivien and joyce left first then left the three of us. sian. they keep saying the same topic lo. haha. they no sian meh? haha.
On the way home, I des msg me. the 2nd msg is still about the topic lo. haha. bo bian la. they are like that one la.
k la. nothing to update le la. byebye.

2008-08-24T21:42:00.000+08:00

Latest news on my Heart scanning checkup appointment: 20 Jan.
After Elmo's birthdsay. hahas..
That's all. Byebye:)

2008-08-22T13:34:00.000+08:00

Today went for heart scanning le.. came a professor and i think an assistant ba..
the professor was like listening here and there to my heartbeat and blood flow..
i was lying on the bed.. tilting my head to watch the sceen of my heart..
I can see it moving. so.. funny lo? lols.
Today at the beginning they couldnt find anything then slowly, they found something..
One of the problem is that our vessels branch out into 2 but mine is more than 2.. too many extra vessels le la.. hahas.
My whole body was filled with the irritating gel lo. the professor squeezed too much le la.. haha.
they still suspecting of another cause. but i dun know what is it.. they kept discussing abt my heart while scanning lo. i was doing many expressions as i do not wat they are talking abt lo.. too profound for me le as i am not a smart girl. haha.
The doctor gave a an mc for today and a letter to be excuse from excersise if i am not feeling well. hahas. I sec1 also have this letter but is excuse from PE. hahas. she also wants to see me every4-6 months ba.. in fact should be once a year.. but she brought it forward.. to observe my condition.
I think maybe my illness cant really recover le ba.. sian. i dun want any scannings le la.
Hoping that next year on feb which i will be having my next scan, there will not be any guys there le la. for the last three scanning, there are guys. feeling a bit awkward lo.
I requested to have a change of doctor last appointment to a female. haha. great. luckily that doctor did not throw me back to Dr Terence Lim. haha. now is Dr Cindy Hia taking me. hahas
that's all for now ba. byebye:D
Take care, readers:D

2008-08-21T20:47:00.000+08:00

Halo. i shall start with wat happened in class yesterday..
yesterday got canning in our class because of late for 18times. and the guy still continues to be late... Although I am not the one getting canned, but.. I was still scared because of the loud sound when the cane land on my classmate's butt. shall not name the person. I could even feel my heartbeat beating without my hand feeling it lo.

Today having msn chat with gangyi.. sian lo. dun know why like when i know that he got do those things in the past, i like get quite ji dong lo. lols. maybe its my view cos this ba. lol.
Everyone has their past, present and future. "zhi cuo neng gai, shan mo da yan". haha. Its good to make a better change than to carry on in that of manner.

Tomorrow going for heart scanning le. sian. i WANT go school. I will be missing a lot of activities.. I will miss my chinese oral, guides meeting, history paper results and maybe knowing who will be haing a higher chance of going to na. so many activities going on.. I want go scholl leh. walao. I dun want go heart scanning leh.. but. parents dun allow lo.. sian.
that's all for the post today le. byebye.:D

2008-08-20T18:21:00.000+08:00

Halo. haha. didn't know that kian ming will also come view my blog lo. view le also did not tag.. haha.
kian ming, shalini is a nice girl.. you must accept it. Although her size is a bit too over, but she is a nice and pretty girl lo. she is kind hearted, hardworking and lovable. haha. k la. dun get angry la. haha.
Oh yeah. I finally pass my social studies 18/30 which is 60%. yeappy. haha. I improved a lot leh. from F9 to B4. haha. but i think that history will pull me down lo. didnt study hard for it. sian. but its great to have such a great improvement. haha.
Today lunch had 2bowls of mee soup/ mee soto.. but still not full. like pig lo me. haha. that's wat jia an said me. haha.
Today need to thanks mr Elmo and mr chitwan to help in the F&N survey form. haha. thanks to them then my friend, jia ying, can start doing the colation. haha.
Elmo shall be desmond's new name. haha
byebye.

2008-08-16T21:58:00.000+08:00

Halo. will be having another heart scanning this friday again. sian. i went for my heart scanning last 2weeks before le. then who knows that the doctors do know know what is happening to my heart. so this fri will be having a professor doind the scan.
There are around 3-4 doctors and 1trainee.. they suspected an illness but.. they couldnt find the thingy..
I think they suspect of heart mur mur ba. but couldnt find the hole. think so ba.
sian. k la. shall continue the next time ba.
byebye.

2008-08-14T17:15:00.000+08:00

hai. in the end.. I only chose bao hu se. haha. anyway, happy lo. too bored le. keep posting craps.. haha

2008-08-14T17:01:00.000+08:00

Posting again.
Bao hu se and Gou ai. these 2 songs are my favourite. I heard it from zhong ji yi ban and zhong ji yi jia.
Love them so much lo. Fahrenheit rocks lo. lols.
Will be looking for more songs which i like a lot. haha.
Bao hu se, this song, the sound of the piano is very nice. I fell in love with it when i heard it the first time.
Gou ai also not bad. haha.
Enjoy the music ba:D

2008-08-14T16:27:00.000+08:00

I know very well that I am still very normal because.. I know why. haha. lame sentence. lols.
Everything takes time. just like feelings and wounds.
Things do fade, wounds do heal. it's just only the matter of time.
After some time, you could put down the heavy load which you had been carrying for these past few years.
Someone said this to me before:" There's full of choices in this world." Its just a matter wat we want to choose. Although some things do not have a choice. just like feelings in relationship.
When love arrived knocking at your door, it is no way to reject it. Evne if you do not want to open the door, it would still find ways to come in to look for you and enter your heart.
Erm. why am i saying all this ar? lols. Anyway, i find that it is true lo.
k. that's all for today. haha.
Hope to update my blog soon again.
Take care all.

2008-08-14T16:22:00.000+08:00

This blog update is requested by TIAN YING YI from 3EB:
Omg!! My friends really think that I am a les le. haha. wat makes them think that i am les?
Maybe its the tags/comments my freinds give ba. haha.
Its because that reena is my stead and i wonder when did ying yi became my lao po lo. lols.
In fact, I am really normal. I still like guys. haha.

2008-07-25T17:14:00.000+08:00

halo. back. today got very angry lo!! kian ming keep spreading rumors about I like gary toh lo!! I DUN LIKE HIM!! I ALREADY GOT STEAD LE!! REENA IS MY STEAD!!
KIAN MING LIKE SHALINI!!
lol. i know i'm lame. haha. just believe me! i dun like him. i got stead le.. hai..
no mood post le la. bye.

2008-07-22T09:13:00.000+08:00

YOYO!! I'm back. now still in F&N lesson. mdm yap did not come again. sian. using com.. slacking.
erm. wat to post leh? dun know wat to post leh..
I wonder wat happened to her.. sick? dun know la.
today going for my heart scanning checkup again. dun feel like going ar. in fact is last week but i dun want go. then they postponed it to today.. sian.
did not see mr tan yan ho today. sian. maybe its also good that he did not come today ba. then there will be no show and tell le. haha. goody goody good good.
k la. go play games le. haha. slacker..
byebye.

2008-07-15T08:29:00.000+08:00

OMG!! Had not update my post since 5July. so long.. haha
On the youth day, went out with reena and ying yi. I went to meet them after my tuition which end at 12. I thought I was late but ying yi was later then me. aiyoyo. I had already delayed my time by staying at my tutor's house to use the com lo. k la. dun say so much le la. haha.
After that we went to take the bus. It was raining damn heavily lo. the 3 of us bought a bonjour. reena and I bought a pink one. only ying yi extra lo. bought a blue one. haha. dun get offended. sorry. We went to take bus 31 to XXX. which I dun know where it is. reena brought us there.
we had our lunch and went to the nearby katong mall which is closing soon, to play MERRY-GO-ROUND!! It was so much fun playing with it. ying yi kept on taking reena's wallet then put $2 coins in. haha. I love it. Hope to go there again but know that it is impossible le lo.

Hope to update my blog soon again ba. take care everyone=)

2008-07-05T21:20:00.000+08:00

halo. today went out with zi xin and jia ying. we met at cp at around1.30 and went for lunch..
taking a long time just to think wat to have lunch lo the 2 of them. sian. haha.
after lunch, we went to kovan. they dragged me into this fashion to look for clothes.
today was the first time i bought a new shirt for myself. so happy. first time in my life time lo. lols. haha.
after that we went to punggol end beach. quite fun.. drawing on the sand. taking photos. then, i started more and more zi lian lo. keep taking photos of myself. and the 3 of us also keep taking photos. we left there around 6.15 and went back to cp for dinner and we went home respectively.
today my father was alone at home by himself, doing housework while i was having fun outside. sad ar. but at least before i went home, i did msg him if he had taken his dinner and does he need me to take away for him. lols.
but at least i promised him that i will iron the clothes tmw. better then nothing. haha.
i wonder if i would be able to go out on monday again with reena, ruby and ying yi.. need to ask my mother as the are still not sure abt the time.
k la. thats all i shall post today. byee.

2008-06-24T20:45:00.000+08:00

Halo. school reopen le. study again.
This friday got cca. sad ar. sec 4s will be leaving soon.. will miss them. especially thosse 2. haha. much closer to them than the others. but will miss all too.
Sec 3s going in-charge le. stress ar we.. haha. Vivien say that that time they also stress. haha. I think is like that one la. no choice lo.

K la. blog will be updated the next time when I have the inspiration. haha.
Please tag before leaving. thanks

Vivien& Hui Xin, you 2 must come and tag my blog more often ho.. haha thanks.

2008-06-04T22:22:00.000+08:00

Long time did not update my blog le. I prefer school time better than holiday lo.
School holiday so much hw.. Still doing my F&N task analysis lo.. Still got research need to do..
Luckily Science got no hw..

When you want to let go something, it is very difficult.
Although it is difficult, you still have to do it no matter wat just try not to let the other party feel uncomfortable..
In the same boat as someone.. 2years le.. haha. still need to jia you..
Hope that the person who is in the same boat as me also jia you ba..

k. That's all le. Please come and tag more often. Thanks.. bye bye.

2008-05-22T16:33:00.000+08:00

Halo. I'm back!!
I thought that tomorrow that we do not need to go back school le except meet parent session..
But who knowes..
Mrs Thia wants me to go back to school to help in the bookmark lo..
Report at 9 lo.. sian.. haha.

Shit la. Mr Tan wants to see my parent lo..
He says that he will screw up our parents then our parent will screw us up lo..
Scary.. But he still ask me not to worry that he will not screw up my parents lo..
OMG!! How?

Hai. Let it go by nature ba..

That's all for today le la. byebye. see you the next time.

2008-05-10T21:14:00.000+08:00

Halo. Long time did not update le.
This time be prepared to go to na le la.
Heard from my eng teacher that I failed very badly.
Hai. sian. I will be killed by my parents one lo.
I will be dead.
I do not know how to get my determination to replace my laziness.
Can anyone tell me how?
Sian lo..
Anyway, wat is done is done. It can't be undone.

Tomorrow is MOTHER'S DAY. A day which we can repay our kindness to them.
In fact, we should repay everyday. Not only tomorrow.
But especially tomorrow we must repay our kindness to her.
If it's not becaise of her, I will not be sitting here, updating my blog..=)
All thanks to her.
Thanks Mummy.=)
Haha.

That's all for today le.
Byebye.

2008-04-21T12:27:00.000+08:00

halo. back again le. haha.
going exam again le. sian. study study and study. haha
now. i am here to make my blog alive again. haha.
wat to tag leh? hai sian. dun know wat to tag.
Now in school. haha. suppose to be kite runner research one. but.. in the end. ended up here updating my blog.
bell ring le. gtg le. bye bye.
see you the next time ba. bye.

2008-04-18T22:55:00.000+08:00

Oh hi. I'm finally back. haha. I missed my com. Haha. unable to use it. sad..
dun know wat to blog leh..
Oh.. today sports day.. A bit sian lo. Not much things to do.
It's just during the beginning, we need to go and give food and drinks to thte teachers and the student helpers. Today damn hot lo. walking here and there to give refreshments and I think teachers are too thirsty or they like to drink water. we keep going to take cartons of newater for them to drink..
We also need to stop students from walking pass the table of food. legs very tired. Muscle feeling quite ache. haha. no choice lo.
But I get to see the "scenery". Haha. shiok. Lol lol.
That's all. Bye bye.

2008-04-03T21:36:00.001+08:00

Wow!! Today so many tags from ppl. haha.
Shiok ar. haha.

Reply tags for this month(April):
1 April: Kenneth> Yeah. haha. i love this song very much. haha. Its nice. haha.
2 April: Reena> Oh. thanks. ya. i saw it. its the same. haha.
2 April: Ying yi> Oh. too bad. My birthday over le. you cant hit me le. haha.
3 April: Ying yi>luckily ar. or else i will be dead ar. yesterday already got hit. haha. pain lo. haha.
3 April: Mandy> Yeah. Thanks. Ya. Long time no see le. Haha. Miss you. Haha.
3April: Yi ying> Yo girl!! You mad ar you? Haha. ya. Miss you la. Lol.
3April: Hui xuan> Girl ar girl you finally update your blog le. Haha. Its alive again. You ask me can flood or not. If i say no then how? Haha. You good lo you. flood my tagaoard. Now its my turn. Haha.

That's all for today. Bye bye.

2008-03-31T20:24:00.000+08:00

halo. For the past2 days, I had a great time with my friends.
Yesterday went to Cp with yi ying. went to pizza hut and she is the one who ask me out to celebrate my birthday. Haha. Happy lo.
She gave me a keychain wioth my name on. The first birthday present fort his year.
Thanks yi ying. And ppl who wished me a happy birthday. Haha.

Tomorow's Mandy's birthday. Haha.
The day after her's is mine. Haha. Going 15 le.
Hai. Sian. Today Ms Ng, our PE teacher did not come.
Sad lo. Next week 15 le. Today still 14. Then she dun want come.
Other normal days she dun want come, why today dun want come lo.
Hai. Suan le la. Its fated. Haha.
K la. That's all for today le la.
Bye.

2008-03-29T11:31:00.001+08:00

Later going out with christine to celebrate my birthday. Haha.
So happy.
Maybe later yi ying will be joining us.
Waiting for her msg.
Hope that she can join us lo.
Actually reena also going. But in the end, she did not. Hai. Nvm la.
She say that she will celebrate my birthday some other time.
Hui xuan also wants to go but also can't. Because she needs to go to her aunt house for the house warming.
Then yan tong, she needs to go for 'bai bai'( praying). Haha.
In the end, only christine going to accompany me. Haha.
Nvm. At least got ppl accompany me.
Long time did not watch movie le. Later going to plaza. Meeting christine at1. Haha.
Quite excited. Haha.
Hope that I will have a wonderful day ba. Haha.
Going 15 le. Dun quite feel like growing up leh. Haha. Also going make IC le. Hehe.
That's all for today.
Have a nice day.
Bye bye.=)

2008-03-22T16:13:00.000+08:00

Halo. Sorry friends long time did not update my blog le. Hehe. Sorry.
Mandy and Eunice, I had already relink both of you. Thanks.
Nothing to blog le lei. Hehe. Dun know wat to blog. Hai. Sian. Wat to blog leh?
K la. blog watever.
Birhtday coming soon. Haha. Became older. Haha.
Going to make IC le. Haha. But some ppl still need to till their birhtday which is at end of the year. Sad. Nvm. Just wait ba. Happy waiting..=)
K la. Really nothing to blog le la. Haha. Bye.

2008-02-08T13:44:00.000+08:00

Halo. long time did not update blog le. haha. sorry.
Not allowed to use com lo. sian.
Finally now can use le. Hahaha.
Today boring. stay at home doing nothing. but my father allow me to go out.
But there is also no use. all shops are closed.
Maybe I will be going studying with Christine lo.
Do homework and revision together although we are in different class and subjects.
Exams coming le. Did not tell my parents when will my exam start. scared that they will give me more pressure..
bye bye..

2008-01-18T21:44:00.000+08:00

Halo. today quite tired.
Went for the speech day rehearsel..
Sian..
The trainer so fierce and strict lo. He's from NCDCC.
We had all the uniform groups to be rehearsing together.
He gave us 3 3mins break for us to drink water before we dehydrate ourselves..
Then we are also seperated into 2 contigents.
Sec2s and3s make one contigent and another for the sec4s.
We kept moving around the parade square to form the best contigent which we can make..
After having the arrangements of the u.gs. They went to choose a commander.
Tired la today..
Gtg le. Bye bye.

Hope that eunice can recover soon and come back to school and study..
Miss her a lot lo.. Pray hard!!

2008-01-13T18:45:00.000+08:00

Halo. sorry long time did not update my blog le.
quite busy lo. sian la. everyday hw hw. the mrs thia give so many hw.
then my form teacher mr tan so irritating lo.
keep asking me to be welfare manager then I dun want then he still ask me to lo.
so fan one lo he.

Everytime during MT lesson, so noisy lo. I just cant concentrate and study.
there's also a very big mouth person in our class lo.
I just hate the laughter, the words which comes out from her mouth lo.
so fan one lo she.
sometimes just feel like scolding at her. feel like asking her shut her big mouth lo.
I just hate it lo.

2007-11-28T23:01:00.000+08:00

halo. long time did not update le. haha. sorry.
com locked. must find time to use lo. no choice.

I went for the class gathering yesterday. quite fun. although quite a lot of ppl did not go.
I and my friends baked a cake but in the end we did not eat it lo. wat a waste.
after my mother knew abt it, she was quite angry abt it lo.
she said that they take things for granted. they do not know how much money and time my mother had spend for them.
frankly speaking, I think it is really a waste of time, food, money..
they waste our precious time. just to wait for them, delay the time to visit my grandmother who had just discharged from hospital.

sorry for those who know who I am talking abt..
I just couldn't dun talk abt it. sorry. no one to talk to or wat lo..
anyway, sorry.

now I will try to find time to update ba. bye bye!!=P take care everyone!!=P

2007-11-15T09:25:00.000+08:00

Haha. My mother asked me if I want to take up another job which will be for folders. After 1 day of consideration, I agreed to take up the job as I am also really short of money.
When they came back from work, they told me that my cousin is also short of money and he is also taking up the job.
I dun mind dividing the money.. Hahas. Share ba.
If I really take up the job, it will be about $200. Hahas.

Going for camp tomorrow le. Still got a bit sick lo. Coughing like hell..
I wonder who can accompany me tomorrow during camp. Sian la. Yi Ying still at camp tomorrow then come back.One go and the other come back. Hahas.
Later going to pack my bag le ba. But. Got a bit feeling tired and sick leh. Dun feel like going lei..
Like dun have energy to do things. Tired. Tired. Tired.
see you next time. byee.

2007-11-14T21:04:00.001+08:00

Wow! They are really my best friends.. I was surprised when my mother told me that yi ying, christine.. went to msg her to ask her abt my appealing..
I felt so surprised because they are my first friend in my life who cares so much abt me..
I mean is.. All my the other friends also care a lot abt me. Is just that the methods are really very different..

Sick these few days.. voice changed.. quite deep. hahas.
My parents said that they will not allow me to go for my guides camp lo. sian.
I also dun know do I want to go or not lei..
Hahas. Hui xuan not going.. just because of that lame reason lo.. no one to keep me accompany me le. sian. I hate her lo.. sad.
bye bye..

2007-11-10T17:49:00.000+08:00

Hahas. I finally get into the class I want. 3EE.=P
Although not with my best friends, but I will still always rmb them. Hahas.
Friends F.O.U.R ever.. Hahas.

Going to my parents office work lo..
Quite excited but also quite stress lo..
They will be passing me a job which have 2000 copies and the pay $300.
Anyway, I am also short of money..
Just try it ba.. That will also tell me how tired to be working.
Hahas. Jia you ba!!=P Jia you ba!!=P

2007-11-06T21:18:00.000+08:00

All thanks to Yi Ying.. Thank you for helping me with my blog..
Hahas..=P

Walao!! I hate the ppl from general office lo!!
The appeal form is such a important thing to we sec2 students..
How could they lost the form..
Last year.. They lost my report book which i handed to them..
This year.. They lost my appeal form!!
I feel like complaining lo!!
I dun trust them anymore!!

2007-11-03T07:47:00.000+08:00

Hai..
I just hate them lo.. Dun feel like being with them..
They did not give me the trust..
I really did mop the kitchen with the cloth.. They said I lie to them..
But if I really say that i I did not mop then that is trying to make them happy, because that is wat they think.. And I am lying to myself..
I just did not scrape off the lizard's shit and they said that I did not mop the floor..
I am feeling very tired..
I feel like taking a break..
I felt that if I can just end my life and take a break, it would be great!!
The toilet bowl.. I admit that I did not wash it but I did wash the rest of the part of it!!
She said that I did not wash it and only rinse the brush..
I did not rinse it!! Is that when I put something and the things toppled onto the floor and hit the brush and the brush drop onto the floor..
I just anyhow slot it back..
Then while I was washing the toilet, the water from a higher point will surely make the brush wet which is below it..
I said that the brush drop.. I did not lie.. It is true..
I did not hear my explanation!! They just think wat they think is right!! She said that I better not explain anymore or else there will be more lies!!
I felt that is very unfair to me!!
They cant just jump the conclusion without my explanation!!
Due to these reasons.. They forbid me to go!!
I really feel that they are people who cannot be trusted!!
During school time, I said that I want to go out.. But they dun allow.. I understand!! Because it is still school time.. And they said that I can go out during the 2 months holiday.. And this when is called lies!!
I think that they said more lies than me!!
I dun feel like being with them..
They had broken my heart..
My top left hand side, which my heart is, had felt lighter.. The reason is that half of my heart is gone!! I heart felt very very painful..
I dun wish to talk to them..
I do not have the mood.. I do not have the energy to talk to them..

2007-10-31T14:36:00.000+08:00

Wa!! Luckily can get to express stream ar..
3ED would be my new class in 2008.
But I had appealled to 3EE just because of some subjects that I am quite interested in..
My parents had also do the planning for me in future..
All thanks to them that I can really find/know wat I really want in my life..
Hope that I will have many friends i in my new class..
But.. I will not forget the best 2EC in 2007!!
Hope that everyone from 2EC wiil have a better future..
Jia you ba everyone!! =P
Everyone from 2EC had left their footprints in my life..
I will miss them all..
Take care everyone..

2007-10-31T14:31:00.000+08:00

Halo! Long time did not update le..
Hahas..
Holiday start le lo..
Sian..
Dun know wat to do during holiday lei..
Dun feel like studying..
Use com, also a bit sian lei.. dun know wat to do with it..
Ah ya watever la.. Just find anything to do lo..
Hahas..

2007-10-12T20:38:00.000+08:00

Today is the first day of the marking day..
Slept until 9 plus.. Feeling so tired..
Had not slept for so late for such a long time..
Went for a warm bath which makes me feel fresh..
After eating breakfast, watch TV, my work begins..

Luckily before watching tv, I had already change the bedsheets..
At around 11 plus, I began with my house chores..
It ended at around 1 plus..
After that I went online playing games, chatting..
It rained heavily in the afternoon..
I went chatting on msn with Hui Xuan and her sister..
Her sister was quite cute..

At around 5, my mother came home..
I was still on the com..
She neither scold me or ask me to stop using the com..
She just ask me to go and keep and fold the clothings..
Hahas.. It is so rare for her not to ask me to use the com..
Wow!! What a great day I had!!

2007-10-12T20:32:00.000+08:00

Halo!! I am back again..
Sorry for not updating my blog..
Anyway, I am back..Hahas
Exams over already.. Finally!!
But.. Our torture is starting soon..
Wednesday.. Is the day I am most afraid of..
Knowing our results is the most scary thing to be done..
I prefer not to know the results..
So scared that the day will arrive but still we must face it..
Jia you jia you!!=P

2007-09-17T12:40:00.000+08:00

Did not go to school today..
Woke up at 6+, still feeling unwell..
Lazy to go to school..
But also feel like going to school!!
I miss Yi Ying..
I miss Christine..
I miss Eunice..
I miss many people..
Including ******..
Hahas..
Just joking la..

2007-09-17T12:32:00.000+08:00

Feeling so sick today..
Caught a cold yesterday when meet up with friends for study..
No appetite to eat..
Having a thought of no friend will accompany me to see doctor..
Feeling so uncomfortable..
Having flu..
Having block nose..
Having slight fever..
Feeling quite tired..
Dun feel like studying..
But still must study..
To keep the promise..
This year is very important..
Do not wish to be seperated with my..
BEST FRIENDS!!

2007-09-02T19:39:00.000+08:00

Just feel like leaving this place.. I do not wish to see her!!
Dun feel like going to school!!
Wherever i go, I will feel stress!!
No one to talk to..
I will not look for them when i am in trouble..
Because they can't be trusted!! They always find me irritating and noisy..
Even i want to tell them things that are interesting in school.. They will find me irritating and noisy and begin to scold me!!
During meet the parent session, my teacher and mt paent keep saying that if there are any problems, go and talk to them.. but when i really want to talk to them, they find me irritating!!
As for friends, they also have their own problems!! Why should i add into their problems..
They always say.. wat are friends for? Friends are for concern, love, and anything else..
But i just dun feel like telling my friends.. B'cos sometimes i feel that sometimes they are also cannot be trusted!! They will say iact ar.. or watever la!! They wll back mouth behind me!! they just think that i am too stupid to know!! hahas.. Its so funny..
Bye bye

2007-09-02T19:23:00.000+08:00

I am not the one who called the phone!! And she just scold me satt hat I am the one who call and told the wrong time..
She's the one who scolded the wrong person!! I am not in the wrong!!
She just come into the room and keep punching me.. Hitting me.. Slapping me!!
She is the one who gave me the attitude first!! I am not in the wrong wat!! Why am the one getting such a punishment?? She should be the one getting the punishment!!
She hit until my head really aches!!
I used my hand to block and my hand very pain..
I just hate her a lot!!I hate her to the core!!
Everyone thoughtt hat she is so smart.. such a kind-hearted..
But they are wrong lo!! She is just as evil as a witch.. and stupid.. She just don't use her brain to think!!
Everytime still dare to say us no brian!! She is the one who do not have the brian lo!!
I hate her to the core!!
I know that you readers will say that I do not save face for her!! But that was how she treated me!! Always talking about my bad words to others who are close to us and even those unfamiliar people!!
I hate her to the core!!
She dosen't dote on me before!! Still always say that how well she treat me in front of my friends.. and her friends.. and even bad mouth about me!!
She dosen't save face for me then why should I save for her!!

2007-09-02T18:25:00.000+08:00

Frankly speaking, she is just wearing a mask!!
Everybody thought that she is such a nice lady who will treat people so nice.
But I think that they are wrong!!
She is not as good tas they thought!!
Now! I have realised that the angel in our heart can also be as eveil as the demon in our heart!!
She made me changed to the another person!!
She wants to play right, come!! I play with you!!
Since she like to play so much, I play with her!!
I hate her!! Everyone thought that I hv a good relationship with her but they are wrong!!
Hai.. Just dun care about her already la!! Dun wish to see her!!
Bye bye!!

2007-09-02T18:12:00.001+08:00

Halo!!
Hahas.. From the minute i was out in this world until now, then i know that there is a rule that says that only the younger ones can vandalise their elder bothers and sisters things!!
The elder ones are not allowed to do anything to them!! Including laughing at them b'cos, they will cry and will be in the hot boiling soup!!
So a warning to all who got younger bro/ sis, try not to do anything to them even joking..
especially when you hv a younger bro.. B'cos anytime, you wll receive a great punch from them!!
If you are wearing a spectacle, they will punch your nose..
If not.. They will punch your eyes!!
And you will become a pirate with only one eyes.. Or a panda!! Hahas..
Like a laughing stock!!
Just hope that if your nose have been punched, no bone fractured!! Or else you will die!!
I am counted lucky that my bone did not break!! Or else I will not be sitting here typing.. I wiil be lying on the hospital or already left the world!!
Hahas.. So funny!! Just feel like laughing!!
Maybe there will be a period of time i will not be updating my blog b'cos com a bit spoil and was banned to use..
Hai.. Sian la!!
Just dun feel like coming to this house which I can't feel any warmth!!
Bye bye!!

2007-09-01T19:50:00.000+08:00

Hello! Back again.. Hahas..
Finally my friend has talked to me again!! So happy!!=P
Hahas
It's really quite sad when my friend does not want to talk to me!!
But everything is over..
There is a chinese saying that
" To succeed, something will be sacrificed!! "
And I think that it is really a big sacrifice for me to succeed to wat i want!!
Hahas..
I think that this sacrifice is quite worth it.
Bye bye..!!=P

2007-08-20T22:03:00.000+08:00

Halo!! I am back again..
Hai.. What a relly bad day for me..
No matter in school with friends or outside with parents and siblings.

Today went out to pass something to some someone, my mother went to pass it and lft my father, brother and I in the car..
We were having some jokes and my brother suddenly gave a punch on my nose!!
It was very painful and I started sneezing..
I got down the car and went to look for my mother.

My mother didn't really know what happened and blamed me for talking!!
She still wants to punish even though I am the victim...

I felt that the worse time i had was in school.. Because I know that one of my friend hated me very much.. And that friend is someone I had treated as a good friend... And this is what I got back!!!
I am really feeling very sad..
But luckily I still got a very good friend who is willing to hear me out..
Thank you very much to the person who listens to my explaination..
Sorry to make you so frustrated because I keep talking about silly things..
Lol. Dun worry.. I will try not to affect myself just because of that person!!
THANK YOU VERY MUCH!! Love you~ (friendship love)
Hahas.. Lots of Love to you..

For your info:People who had read this post, please pretend that you do not know who the person is.. Even you know who the person is..
Thanks

2007-08-06T16:30:00.000+08:00

Sorry blog will be sleeping for a period of time..
It will wake up when it is not tired and free..

2007-07-21T21:22:00.000+08:00

Hai.. ?Blog dead liao!! nothing to post sia..
Sian...